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Who knew that just sitting in a room and trying to think over things to make yourself feel better can be so god damned difficult?

All I wanted was a few moments to myself because I heard that when you think you eventually feel better--

Sorry, that statement is wrong.


I sink into bed, tossing and turning;
I feel as if I got a noose around my neck
That's getting tighter as time is passing.

I try
Not to cry;
I tell myself lie after lie

That everything'll be better
If I don't let any emotions fly.

A thousand thoughts go by
And I let out a shaky sigh;

Oh no--

A tear begin rolling down my cheek;
I curse myself for being so weak

But now that stopper I'd put on my bottle's starting to give--

Any minute now I'll break down and succumb to those tears
That I'd held back for all those years
Of reminiscing over my idiotic failures and fears;

I really need to switch gears
Before I expose my weakest form to those peers--

Oops! I let out a choked sob but then scold myself
"Girl, don't you know that walls have ears?!"

I WILL NOT let myself grieve no more,
Is what I keep telling myself.

But alas I fail again--

Shit, I'm such a weak and moody person--

I let those fucking tears POUR.
another poem/failed rap, i guess. XD

I guess that no matter how hard you try, eventually you will shed those tears.

opinions?
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Sora-54 Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
OMG!! this explains how ive been feeling for the past few months...T__T
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fantasEteen Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:huggle:
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Sora-54 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Awe thank u
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fantasEteen Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
no problem c:
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Sora-54 Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
^__^
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BethTheWriter Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
This is so true, I love it :D
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fantasEteen Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you :D
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BethTheWriter Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
you're welcome :D
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SplittingApart Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Pretty much me after a crappy day/random depression mood crash. :tighthug: That sucks that you feel that way! But on the bright side, I LOVE YOUR ICON BRENDON URIE IS GOD. I mean...cool icon...
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fantasEteen Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
yeah, i just had to type it out or i would've exploded XD :hug: thank you

FFF--IKR?! I JUST LOVE P!ATD!! 8o
nothing like Brendon doing squats :eyes: XD
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